Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Happy and Satisfied

Sometimes you are so wrapped in the moment... in life... in enjoyment... in divine pleasure that blogging about it simply gets put to the side a bit. So sorry my readers. More has been happening in my life then I can simply keep up with. But now I will give you a taste of my yummy blessed life. Glory to you. Glory escapes out of your belly and manifests all around you! You bring the party, the joy, the life. There is nothing you can't do and not a moment you can't enjoy. Just be you cause there is no one quite like you!

I love being a nanny. I adore my four children ages 3 to 9. Loving them has been one of the most fulfilling things of my life. It is busy and chaotic and loud and crazy at times, but I love it! My day looks like waking up at 6:30 to prepare the three oldest for school the whole while listening to some jams on the computer. Next I drive them to school and start my day with the younger ones. I work in the garden, help do dishes, help do laundry, take kids to the park, change dirty pull ups, entertain, stop fights, give lots of loving, play anything and everything, prepare lunch, somehow fit my morning run in with that and a shower, get the older ones from school, help them get their home work and baths done, encourage them to play outside and not just computer and television, stop fights, love on them, sneak in some texts and quick phone calls, help prepare and clean up dinner, play more with the kids, get them ready for bed, read the two older ones a chapter of the Chronicles of Narnia, give them their hugs and kisses and "I love yous" before bed, prepare their lunch bags for tomorrow's school, take a moment to check my email and facebook, and by 8:30 or 9:00 my little body is done and I pass out once my head hits the pillow. It is a happy tired from a very fulfilled purposeful day. And of course weekends include park trips and crazy water fights of which I am Queen of the hose. Once in awhile there is down time. And I manage to get breaks of course. But I really am loving it! I am aware 24/7 of God and enjoying Him constantly and experiencing His divine grace in my life.

Another absolutely amazing thing! God has brought a man into my life. He really popped out of no where at one of my Jesus meetings. It has been one of the most amazing experiences of my life. Our whole relationship has been effortless and wonderful and full of His divine grace. Never have I met a man that reminds me more of my Father and sees me and treats me the way my Father does. And yet he is 100 percent his own person with a personality that suits my own to a tee. His name is Shane. He is handsome and wonderful from inside out. I have never enjoyed someone more in my life or found it so easy to be myself around someone. Our times together involve long talks on the phone, playing with the kids together, eating good food, exploring new places, being silly, helping and supporting each other, and just enjoying and learning about one another. It is exciting how God is leading our relationship and how we are experiencing His divine grace and love through it all. This has become a whole new way for me to experience heaven. I am blown away by the love of my God.

Now this weekend I will be going to my first Mystical School led by John Crowder. Shane will be there of course and many of my friends as well. I am very excited. One I will get some time off, two I will get to see so many people experience revelation of grace, three more time with Shane (giant smile face), four I am excited how God will use me to bless people, and to be honest if God has something in store for me specifically I just don't see how. He has already blessed me so much and made me so happy. I just don't see how He can make me any more satisfied. I give Him absolute permission to blow me away more of course. If I get any happier I just might have to fly.

I love you all my readers!!! Remember no matter what you are going through or feeling that He loves you, everything is covered and fixed, complete glory is inside of you and bursting out like a never ending well spring, you can do anything you want, and remember that Christ fills all in all. Live for pleasure (He is pleasure), live to enjoy (He is enjoyment), live to experience (He floods all experiences). And after tasting Him you can't even go back to any lesser experiences. No need to worry about sin because you are too busy drinking and manifesting His glory. And remember you are drunk and manifesting the kingdom by just being you and doing what you love and enjoy most. So freedom, love, blessings, peace. I am overwhelmed with joy by all of you one of kind Jesus people. How tasty you all are! And enjoy relationship! There is nothing quite like the glory manifested in all relationships!

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